One
More
Night
This morning the nurse said she was 99% sure that I would trigger tonight........... But in typical fashion, nothing goes as planned and I will be stimming one more night, tonight, then triggering tomorrow.
That biotch, estrogen, didn't rise as much as it should have, so waiting it is.
I am pretty frustrated because I love to know what is going on in my life, in fact you may say I have a type a personality. I love control, I love to be able to plan, obses over the numbers, and use goggle to analyze every number that I get.
This whole process has stripped that ability to control away from me. While I still obses, plan, and analyze, I am not able to control. I know that this is the biggest issue that I have to work on but it is soooooo hard to not try.
With that being said, I know I have to trust. I have to trust that the doctors know what to do. I am not a doctor, nor am I a medical researcher. I know that we want more eggs, so holding out until more mature is the right answer, but I also don't want to lose any.
Trust....... Trust....... Trust....
Same regiment
PM
300 Bravelle
225 Menopur
40 mg Lovenox
Baby aspirin
250 Ganirelix
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