Showing posts with label laparascopy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label laparascopy. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Woe Is Me

Is it me or is everything in the medical field such a process!!?!?! It's like nothing can go smoothly and it is beyond frustrating.

Long story short, one of my incisions from the lap is infected and no pharmacies in the Chicagoland area has the medicine that the doctor wrote the prescription for.  OMG for real......yes, I called seven 24 hour cvs's and the Walgreens pharmacist looked it up in their computer.   So after two calls to the on call nurse and one call to the doctor, per the nurse, I will be starting the antibiotic tomorrow!!!! It just feels like nothing is easy anymore, woe is me! How many women going through fertility treatment say that, probably every, except those lucky ladies who do one and are done ahhhhhhhhhhhh

Add it to the list :)

Thursday, October 10, 2013

TTC Timeline

June 2009
Married my best friend on a magical day.  Everything was perfect and we had the best time ever! (I'm sure everyone says that but It was perfect)

December 2011
Stopped bc and started the journey to have a baby.....

December 2012
After 12 entire cycles TTC and not even one pregnancy we Did initial work up with My obgyn as he insisted that he could do everything that the RE would.  I agreed to do all testing with him but now regret losing the two months that we did because once we went to RE they redid everything.  Go straight to RE!

January 2013
Met with four different doctors and choose one.

February 2013
Clomid 100mg, ovidrel, and iui 16 hours later, crinone........... BFP

March 2013
M/C diagnosed at 7w3d, baby had no hb and stopped growing at 6w1d.  D&C scheduled for 3/27

May 2013
Got AF 5/11 and had consult with doc. Decided on natural iui cycle with ovidrel.  Back to back iui's and then went to Paris for the tww with crinone in tow!

June 2013
BFP........ended in chemical 5w3d

July/August 2013
Changed doctors (due to location and crabby nurse) and started Injectables, menopur, ovidrel, hcg booster, and crinone...... BFP........"probably chemical" 5w2d

August/September 2013
Injectables, menopur, ovidrel, hcg booster, and crinone....... BFN

September 2013
9/23 Laparscopy, hysteroscopy, and endometrial removed, stage IV endometriosis diagnosed.

October 2013
Started lupron :( 10/11/13

November 2013
No more lupron :)

December 2013
12/26 Started BCP for our first IVF cycle!

January 2014
1/19 started lupron
1/24 stopped bcp
1/31 started stims

February 2014
2/16 Eggretrieval 6
2/19 Egg transfer 2 at day 3

March 2014
3/5 Beta #1 - 180.9
3/7 Beta #2 - 119
3/10 Beta #3 - 34 chemical pregnancy :(
3/17 started stims IUI
3/29 Trigger /TI

April 2014
4/16 Beta BFN
4/18 Started stims for IVF #2

May 2014
5/1 Egg Retrival 8
5/6 Egg transfer 2 at day 5
5/19 Beta




Monday, September 30, 2013

September 30th

Today I'm feeling hopeful and at peace......

Tomorrow is my post op after a laperoscopy, hysteroscopy, endometrial removal, and discovery that I have stage IV endometriosis......... Endometriosis ........endometriosis.

I can't say it enough to sink in. Never did I think I would have this, in fact I often felt bad for the people who had to add that they did to their signatures on baby enter, two week wait, or any other fertility forum I now frequent daily.

I'm not really sure why I feel this way but I am positive that the doctor (reproductive endocrinologist RE) is going to tell me that he recommends I do 3-4 months of hormone treatments before we can move on in this turbulent ride of what ifs... But maybe I'm more at peace because we can have 3-4 months of normalcy.....
Or 3-4 months of not being pricked by a needle for 2 weeks of every month........
Or 3-4 months of not having an ultra sound wand stuck up my you know what 2 weeks of every month.......
Or 3-4 months of not caring if I'm going to wake up and get my period......
Or 3-4 months of not injecting myself with needles.....
Or 3-4 months of not counting days....
Or 3-4 months of not scorning the internet for answers......
Or 3-4 months of not living by my phone waiting for the nurses to call.......

Maybe this is why I hope to sleep soundly tonight

While this is what I think they will recommend, it's not typical that I just do what people tell me.... I have my regiment of questions and probably misconceptions from what I've read online but I'm armed and ready to go at the apt tomorrow to continue this turbulent ride of infertility.  I've bought many tickets and I plan on using every single one until we get our one baby that sticks!!


No, this is why I will sleep soundly tonight......